MACHINE GIRL - UNTIL I DIE

!! SNARE + many other names !!

just go by my layout or what name you're most familiar with

23 - it/he/they + on testosterone


This is intended to be my personal "about me" carrd
I like to be stupid for fun and I post about whatever I want (wow!)
My focus and priorities recently mainly hinge on enjoying myself/company of friends and improving my art.
I have inattentive ADHD, BPD, AND C-PTSD. While im treated for these things, they still impact my socialability the most, so please keep that in mind. I also work + am somewhat of an individualized adult, so I can be very busy at times.
I do not check social media much anymore like I used to and I try to stick to posting and catering to my own content nowadays.
Please feel free to bother me about anything anywhere. You do not need to ask! My discord is divine_weap0n.
If you care for more of an idea of the demeanor I carry, check the notes hyperlink

Notes/BYF | INTERESTS | EXTRAS | fav tunes

For me the entire concept of kinning is a big method of personal self expression, it's become harder to take seriously at face value for most, but I dont think this will ever be something I drop for a multitude of reasons.
It's fun and helps me ground myself, that'll be all I care to explain openly.

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OTHER / EXTRA (EDITING LATER)

REOCCURRING THEMES

• weirdcore/dereality/SURREALISM!!• lightning, storms, strange skies• machines, sirens• revival, repeated revival, reincarnation• being a living “weapon”• power-seeking, superiority, danger, aggression, anxiety, narcissism, losing oneself.• body horror• characters painted as ugly/evil etc but are actually misunderstood or could use more support than what they’ve been shown in life uh uh uh [these are most of my embarrassing unlisted kins]• All the above with some sort of tragic aspect mixed in is a plus• t h e b i g o n e

OTHERKIN SPECIFIC

• b e a s t s• snakes, eels, some sorts of worms, “scary” animals• dragons• powerful creatures and weird monsters in general• weird bugs• acrocanthosaurus, dilophosaurus, spinosaurus, carnotaurus, basilosaurus.

notes

🗲 I really like weird horror-ish themes so youll probably see varying degrees of that on my accounts🗲 I like [most] posts that I've read as a form of acknowledgement🗲 I hard block and softblock liberally for various reasons it's not always personal.🗲 I sometimes make replies mutuals-only bcs I don’t want dumb and/or horny replies on my posts bcs that can be annoying as fuck; that said I usually cant stand fandom spaces for reasons like this and other unrelated ones.
(I love compliments/normal feedback but I hate what I see under good art/concepts nowadays.)
🗲 o yeah I might delete posts sometimes but it’s just to keep my profile somewhat clean, some stuff i don’t want to stay up forever.

values

🗲 I am agnostic with a solid set of morals that derive from experience/research that I am very passionate about enforcing when appropriate🗲 I appreciate honesty and direct communication, I do not appreciate passive-aggression or vagueness directed to me🗲 I'm naturally skeptical of everyone and everything, I dont take everything at face value even if I seem like I do and it's not personal🗲 I try not to have a solid opinion on things i'm poorly informed about🗲 I am a much sillier and laid back of a person than I'm expressing here, but I like to lay out my disclaimers/boundaries regardless

Absolute boundaries;

If you hold bigoted / poor opinions of marginalized groups fuck off [homophobic racist ableist etc]If you defend problematic/irredeemable media fuck off. - I don’t care if you /like/ it but don’t endorse whatever’s bad about it or defend to a ridiculous extent, I am not a media purist, but I dont like willful ignorance.Proshipper/pedos/"MAPs"/zoophiles etc etc blah blah whatever fuck off.
- No further comment here because if I have to explain why this is bad you’re too far gone.
- I also think anti/proship drama is stupid to an extent, I dont agree w/harassment for tackling this or anything else to begin with, but you should also know what is harmful to indulge in. I see a whole community built around such as highly reckless.
• And lastly this is highly specific and i'm VERY AWARE that this is unpleasant thing to see for some, but I want it to be known that if you're very open about coining the term "DA" or you identify as a system, I will be skeptical of you at default.- *DISCLAIMER. This does NOT mean I automatically hate you and it doesn't mean that I think every person who does this is faking or doing so with ill intent, but it feels wrong not to state how I feel about it.

A lengthier explanation can be read here if you need the insight.

MUSIC;

Machine Girl, Nine Inch Nails, Depeche Mode, Run the Jewels, 1-800-PAIN, Femtanyl, WHOKILLEDXIX, NDAD/Lauren Bousefield, Korn, (WIP)

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OTHER MEDIA;

Godzilla (NOT monsterverse), Postal, Regretavator, Made in Abyss, Death Stranding, Smiling Friends (WIP)

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OTHER;

Sci-fi, Surrealism, Paleontology, Meteorology, Body horror, Mythology, etc.

my baby grill (WEEM)

UGLY WRINKLE (GRUNGLE)

JEEP RENEGADE LATITUDE 2015

TWO OF MY MANY hissing roaches (bonnie and ranch)

toast

Compilation of people being stupid/dense/etc.
I will delete some of these if the subject is mild and a lot of time has passed.

^ proshipper assumption attack of 01/25/24 because I basically said that through my experience, therapists/psychologists will not back their community or call it healthy if they fully knew about it.