♬ MACHINE GIRL - UNTIL I DIE ♬
!! SNARE + many other names !!
just go by my layout or what name you're most familiar with
23 - it/he/they + on testosterone
This is intended to be my personal "about me" carrd |
I like to be stupid for fun and I post about whatever I want (wow!) |
My focus and priorities recently mainly hinge on enjoying myself/company of friends and improving my art. |
I have inattentive ADHD, BPD, AND C-PTSD. While im treated for these things, they still impact my socialability the most, so please keep that in mind. I also work + am somewhat of an individualized adult, so I can be very busy at times. |
I do not check social media much anymore like I used to and I try to stick to posting and catering to my own content nowadays. |
Please feel free to bother me about anything anywhere. You do not need to ask! My discord is divine_weap0n. |
If you care for more of an idea of the demeanor I carry, check the notes hyperlink |
Notes/BYF | INTERESTS | EXTRAS | fav tunes
For me the entire concept of kinning is a big method of personal self expression, it's become harder to take seriously at face value for most, but I dont think this will ever be something I drop for a multitude of reasons.
It's fun and helps me ground myself, that'll be all I care to explain openly.
PRIMARY:
OTHER / EXTRA (EDITING LATER)
REOCCURRING THEMES
• weirdcore/dereality/SURREALISM!!• lightning, storms, strange skies• machines, sirens• revival, repeated revival, reincarnation• being a living “weapon”• power-seeking, superiority, danger, aggression, anxiety, narcissism, losing oneself.• body horror• characters painted as ugly/evil etc but are actually misunderstood or could use more support than what they’ve been shown in life uh uh uh [these are most of my embarrassing unlisted kins]• All the above with some sort of tragic aspect mixed in is a plus• t h e b i g o n e
OTHERKIN SPECIFIC
• b e a s t s• snakes, eels, some sorts of worms, “scary” animals• dragons• powerful creatures and weird monsters in general• weird bugs• acrocanthosaurus, dilophosaurus, spinosaurus, carnotaurus, basilosaurus.
notes
🗲 I really like weird horror-ish themes so youll probably see varying degrees of that on my accounts🗲 I like [most] posts that I've read as a form of acknowledgement🗲 I hard block and softblock liberally for various reasons it's not always personal.🗲 I sometimes make replies mutuals-only bcs I don’t want dumb and/or horny replies on my posts bcs that can be annoying as fuck; that said I usually cant stand fandom spaces for reasons like this and other unrelated ones.
(I love compliments/normal feedback but I hate what I see under good art/concepts nowadays.)🗲 o yeah I might delete posts sometimes but it’s just to keep my profile somewhat clean, some stuff i don’t want to stay up forever.
values
🗲 I am agnostic with a solid set of morals that derive from experience/research that I am very passionate about enforcing when appropriate🗲 I appreciate honesty and direct communication, I do not appreciate passive-aggression or vagueness directed to me🗲 I'm naturally skeptical of everyone and everything, I dont take everything at face value even if I seem like I do and it's not personal🗲 I try not to have a solid opinion on things i'm poorly informed about🗲 I am a much sillier and laid back of a person than I'm expressing here, but I like to lay out my disclaimers/boundaries regardless
Absolute boundaries;
• If you hold bigoted / poor opinions of marginalized groups fuck off [homophobic racist ableist etc]• If you defend problematic/irredeemable media fuck off. - I don’t care if you /like/ it but don’t endorse whatever’s bad about it or defend to a ridiculous extent, I am not a media purist, but I dont like willful ignorance.• Proshipper/pedos/"MAPs"/zoophiles etc etc blah blah whatever fuck off.
- No further comment here because if I have to explain why this is bad you’re too far gone.
- I also think anti/proship drama is stupid to an extent, I dont agree w/harassment for tackling this or anything else to begin with, but you should also know what is harmful to indulge in. I see a whole community built around such as highly reckless.• And lastly this is highly specific and i'm VERY AWARE that this is unpleasant thing to see for some, but I want it to be known that if you're very open about coining the term "DA" or you identify as a system, I will be skeptical of you at default.- *DISCLAIMER. This does NOT mean I automatically hate you and it doesn't mean that I think every person who does this is faking or doing so with ill intent, but it feels wrong not to state how I feel about it.
A lengthier explanation can be read here if you need the insight.
MUSIC;
Machine Girl, Nine Inch Nails, Depeche Mode, Run the Jewels, 1-800-PAIN, Femtanyl, WHOKILLEDXIX, NDAD/Lauren Bousefield, Korn, (WIP)
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OTHER MEDIA;
Godzilla (NOT monsterverse), Postal, Regretavator, Made in Abyss, Death Stranding, Smiling Friends (WIP)
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OTHER;
Sci-fi, Surrealism, Paleontology, Meteorology, Body horror, Mythology, etc.
my baby grill (WEEM)
UGLY WRINKLE (GRUNGLE)
JEEP RENEGADE LATITUDE 2015
TWO OF MY MANY hissing roaches (bonnie and ranch)
toast
Compilation of people being stupid/dense/etc.
I will delete some of these if the subject is mild and a lot of time has passed.
^ proshipper assumption attack of 01/25/24 because I basically said that through my experience, therapists/psychologists will not back their community or call it healthy if they fully knew about it.