!! pest, seraph, raz, phobos, hyper, scarab + many other names !!

just go by my layout or what name you're most familiar with


23 - it/he/they

Started testosterone injections on 09/2023


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HELLO this is my carrd for EVERYTHING feel free to explore or skim
I like to be stupid for fun and I generally post about anything funny, my fixations/spinterests, or whatever’s on my mind in general asides from whatever art I spit out.
My focus nowadays mainly hinges on enjoying myself/company of friends and improving my art, on top of working irl. I am a gas station cashier!
I like to draw when I'm motivated to! Just please ask me before using or editing my shit!!
I have a few disorders which I dont care to list publicly anymore besides bpd / c-ptsd i guess. That said! I do not check social media much anymore like I used to and I try to stick to posting, so feel free to get my attention about anything or message me about whatever.

THE PRIMARY:

For me the entire concept of kinning is both something I do for fun + is even a little spiritual. I see said characters/aesthetics/etc as things I identify and present with on different levels.

EXTENDED LIST + OTHERKIN

most of these are obscure

REOCCURRING THEMES

• lightning, storms, strange skies• machines, sirens• revival, repeated revival, reincarnation• being a living “weapon”• power-seeking, superiority, danger, aggression, anxiety, narcissism, losing oneself.• body horror• weirdcore, dereality• characters painted as ugly/evil etc but are actually misunderstood or could use more support than what they’ve been shown in life uh uh uh [these are most of my embarrassing unlisted kins]• All the above with some sort of tragic aspect mixed in is a plus• t h e b i g o n e

OTHERKIN SPECIFIC

• b e a s t s• snakes, eels, some sorts of worms, “scary” animals• dragons• powerful creatures and weird monsters in gen• weird bugs• acrocanthosaurus, dilophosaurus, spinosaurus, carnotaurus, basilosaurus.

notes

🗲 I really like weird horror-centric things, there might be some untagged stuff related but never irl gore. However I do find the stuff fascinating and I literally practice scarification irl. Have fun knowing that.🗲 I don’t mind random dms and you can literally hmu about anything [ESPECIALLY SHARED INTERESTS] just keep in mind I may not respond immediately either due to a lack of energy or that I don’t see it or im busy but I'm generally super lax. If i'm busy I just read it later when I can BUT something needs my immediate attention its best to message me on discord @divine_weap0n🗲 I like [most] posts that I've read as a form of acknowledgement🗲 I hard block and softblock liberally for various reasons it's not always personal.🗲 I sometimes make replies mutuals-only bcs I don’t want dumb and/or horny replies on my posts bcs that can be annoying as fuck; that said I usually cant stand fandom spaces for reasons like this and other unrelated ones.
(I love compliments/normal feedback but I hate what I see under good art/concepts nowadays.)
🗲 o yeah I might delete posts sometimes but it’s just to keep my profile somewhat clean, some stuff i don’t want to stay up forever.

values

🗲 I am agnostic with a solid set of morals that derive from experience/research that I am very passionate about enforcing🗲 Said morals generally revolve around the idea of helping others, preserving our world and helping us progress as a species for the better. This plays into a lot of sides I take or arguments I engage in. I also try not to throw any labels onto myself to avoid any pre-existing stereotypes or stigmas that get in the way of me being heard. This base explanation should give you an idea of what I advocate for in itself.🗲 Regarding this all I may rarely engage in online discussion/arguments related to intense or negative stuff. I try to do this less nowadays for my own mental health.🗲 Even if I come off as harsh I'm always down to discuss even the worst things in a more "civil" manner for the sake of providing insight and etc. at a good time given I'm usually busy. - in fact its partially an interest I have to destigmatize and generally help others. I also don't believe in continous demonization in people who have potential to truly change, as doing so can only push said people into siding more with (the bad thing) or retaliating. I've dealt with and helped people who have changed from the worst and i've also dealt with those who only repeatedly abused that trust, so I usually now have a good idea on how to approach these things intricately. (disclaimer; I'm not saying i'm an expert with this)

Absolute boundaries;

If you hold bigoted / poor opinions of marginalized groups fuck off [homophobic racist ableist etc]If you defend problematic/irredeemable media fuck off. - I don’t care if you /like/ it but don’t endorse whatever’s bad about it or defend to a ridiculous extent, I am not a media purist, just dont be stupid.Proshipper/pedos/"MAPs"/zoophiles etc etc blah blah whatever fuck off.
- no further comment here because if I have to explain why this is bad you’re too far gone

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GAMES / MOVIES

🗲 Monument Mythos / All related media by OP
🗲 Godzilla Minus One
🗲 Madness Combat
🗲 Phighting!
🗲 Invincible
🗲 Breaking Bad (+ BCS and El Camino)
🗲 The Isle
🗲 Nope (movie)
🗲 Animorphs
🗲 Lackadaisy
🗲 Mystery Flesh Pit
🗲 The House in the Ocean
🗲 “The Backrooms”
🗲 Psychonauts
🗲 Fortnite
🗲 Bugsnax
🗲 RDR/RDR2
🗲 OFF
🗲 JJBA
🗲 Hlvrai
🗲 Deltarune/Undertale
🗲 MGS
🗲 Bioshock

MUSIC

🗲 Machine Girl [75% of what I regularly listen to] [all albums and mixes] [gender]
🗲 Bittertooth
🗲 3TEETH
🗲 1-800-PAIN
🗲 KFC Murder Chicks
🗲 WHOKILLEDXIX
🗲 Depeche Mode
🗲 Nine Inch Nails
🗲 Gojira
🗲 Lustsickpuppy
🗲 2 Mello
🗲 Cheshyre
🗲 Locknar
🗲 Nero's Day at Disneyland / Lauren Bousfield
🗲 Igorrr
🗲 Death Grips
🗲 Pendulum
🗲 Infected Mushroom
🗲 General good soundtrack from movies n games [this is where my taste gets most varied]

OTHER

🗲 Meteorology
🗲 Weirdcore/Surrealism
🗲 Machines/weird tech horror
🗲 early 2000s nostalgia / kidcore
🗲 astronomy/universe stuff
🗲 paleontology
🗲 insects
🗲 transhumanism(??)
🗲 teeth, horns, mandibles, stuff like that
🗲 glitchy things, psa's and warnings
🗲 paranormal stuff
🗲 towers/radio towers/tech
🗲 psychology
🗲 Horror but not the in-ur-face tryhard type but the creative or otherwise vaguely disturbing type

my baby grill

Compilation of people being stupid/dense/etc. that said proceed with caution as touchy subjects are showcased here.
I will delete some of these if the subject is mild and a lot of time has passed.

^ proshipper assumption attack of 01/25/24 because I basically said that through my experience, therapists/psychologists will not back their community or call it healthy. [Seriously, I dont think I need to explain why here unless you yourself are deep in shit. I guarantee that if they themselves spoke to theirs they never provided the full extent of what they do as a community.]
They were sent because a large one of those accounts QRT'd a callout post of someone making weird art of their friends' characters, which besides the nasty, boundaries had been broken.
Which they didnt care about either and continued to harass the victims and comfort the OPAnd even the OP stepped in and denounced their behavior.